eliza-bethvc:

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1617:

[texts back three years later] haha not much what about you

kindledshadowpoetry:

I Don’t Know How Nobody Ever Told You

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

How you hurt everyone

In the messy expedition for self enlightenment

Feelings will be valid,

While actions remain unjustifiable

Leaving shattered fractions in a self imploded wake

Refusing to drink the bitter truth

How can you be so grossly negligent to supposed loved ones?

Head stuck in the sand, unable to see your true reflection

A mirror with that power might scare you

Cracks across porcelain skin

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

Not everything is fucking about you, hon

Rip out a heart with your perverted ignorance

Kill a journey where it could have ended kindly

Spewed entrails of emotion

Is it worth it now?

In a month?

A year or two?

When you ruin it all again, blinded by the wrong thing

Needlessly

Excessively

Wounding all that care

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

Your story is not unique

You’re just selfish

Inside your own little head

In your own little corner

In your own fucking world

How quickly you forget you were still supposed to care about more than your immediate needs.

Echoes me me me

To the quickly vacating audience

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

People would kill for what you let go to waste

Earned through the privilege of support you didn’t appreciate

So many people are more worthy of opportunity practically handed to you

Watch as they’re sickened by your false perceptions

And overinflated self righteousness

While you force everyone to make the decisions for you

Freed responsibility

Never the precipitater

Of your own situation

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

The right way and the wrong way to do what you did

Every step step step

You chose it wrong

Pushing them off emotional cliffs

Not even you could handle understanding what you really wanted

I don’t know how nobody ever told you

You hand wrote the worst fucking joke

Many walked a mile in shoes like yours

Never hurting others like you hurt them

How did you not know!?

And why should anyone even need to tell you?

Still, I don’t know how nobody ever told you

abnormall:

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

brokenflicker:

“I’m not lazy, I’m just tired. and I don’t mean because I’ve been working hard. Not at all. I’m tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I’m tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I’m tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don’t understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are.”

— depression is a disease and it’s tiring

suicideisthesolution:

I don’t know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

verpasstzuleben:

prettypositivity:

i hope you heal from the things no one ever apologized for

perfectfeelings:

“On my silent days I miss you a little louder.”

—

misterlabyrinth:

Your hair is dancing in the wind,

We are driving down the coast

mid Summer night,

I smell your Parfum,

A scent unforgettable,

Rose, Summer, Perfection,

You look at me,

I look at you,

And God,

I‘m crazy for you,

A love fool,

Strange behavior,

But i would do everything for you,

The cold wind is blowing through your hair

While everything Fades away,

And you slowly wake up from a Dream.

-Mr.Labyrinth